From My Heart This Time Poem by Audrey Marie Kay

i'm sure it will all work out okay.
i will say what i should have that day.
i hope you understand me alright.
i stayed her hoping you would meet me tonight.
the sky so bare and the moon high above.
it makes me think about the things i use to love.
my love for you has never perished nor left me
the things not nice stick to my heart heavy
i guess you could say i deserved what i got.
i wish you hadnt left when we fought.
i was hoping you would say jk and stay with me
come chasing me around like you couldnt see.
we can fall to the ground laughing and playing.
carrying on not knowing what we where saying.
thats when i woke up and knew it was real
i noticed you left me and i wasnt sure what to feel
i'm sure you dont remeber it the way i do.
the way you feel about me is not the way i feel about you.
it's hard to tell what i ment to say that day.
i ment to tell you this when you first went away:

i'll love you forever, friend or fow.
i want you to stay but you would rather go.
i wish you would not leave me alone this confused
i'm not sure if you loved me or if i was used.
i love the way you used to think i was silly
and our little joke about thomas, ryan, or was it billy.
your all that seems to count anymore to me.
i know you thought that when we used to be.
distance between us can only push us together.
and now time has passed and we have soon been weathered.
please dont leave me alone and hurt again.
you look great but your heart-how's it been?
i guess its been bad or maybe great since us.
maybe there is a chance for us if in me you trust.
you need to stay and let me say this to you.
my love for you was and will always be true.
i'll show you that in my heart you can live.
all the bad things will filter like sand in a sive.
those few words mean more than a dime.
these words are mine. from my heart this time.

i've said what i ment to say that day.
even though i'm done i wish you would stay.
sit here beside me and watch the sun come up.
watch the mood fade and our love again erupt
i hope you would tell me what you feel soon enough.
do you love me again or was it all just a bluff?
i love you a bunches and a tons times two.
trust me and love me like you used to do.
please be mine and feel love for me again.
act like you love me a bunches times ten.
i hope you dont take this very lightly.
its important that i hold on to love like yours tightly.
ill never let go of your love, hold it fast.
lets come undone and forget our past.
lets run away like we just got busted.
kiss me again like you mean justice.
i'll love you forever, friend or fow.
i wont give up so you don't let go.
those couple new words are worth more than a dime.
these words are mine. trust my heart this time.