Freak Poem by Zero empty

Freak



Prelude:

Blue glow of a
zero watt bulb
Constant rhythmic whirring of fan
pain entrapped within my prison heart
I fail to set it free

Armed with a ballpoint and a white sheet
I can hardly see what i write
scribbling my mind out
In that frozen instance
I drown, I drown
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Tears run through
the arid cheeks of mind
as I stop time
when the moments of dark
impulsive peaks of pain
reach infinity of Dirac-Delta

I dwell there, in void
to stretch out my perception
A bitter potion brewing
in the black cauldron of atrocities

Atrocities of discrimination
Atrocities on women
Atrocities on everyone
Atrocities to the unborn child
in the womb of every women
have blinded me, made me senseless.

There's no one around
not even one
Am I becoming a happy drone?
On the eve of conversion
Am I dead? Am I reborn?
Am i another desperate person
in this no mans land?

To flush out this misery
I resort to poetry
But i feel trapped
in the chains of words and metaphors
In the want of beauty
World crucifies me

Extreme loss in blood
Delusions take over me
distant vision come over to me
words are powerful symbols
Pointers in the map of mind
Guiding to the sea of consciousness

Time again takes over me
I am hurled back into reality

My untidy misunderstood lines
Uncouth erratic way of life
is what is seen through
multitudes of judgmental eyes

In front me, in name of decency
meekly a formal praise
Yet behind my back
they jeer, inaudible whispers
escapes my ears but
reach the peeling heart
message is decoded
I am a FReak

I gaze way into
black-hole of my mind
I smile and pick up my
pen and paper into sublime existence

POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
This is another of my experiments of dealing with pain. You might possibly understand as you go through what this experiment is as you read through
COMMENTS OF THE POEM
S.zaynab Kamoonpuri 31 August 2013

And an aweinspiring sublimely pennd poem, such an awesome thoughtprovokin epic! Pls do coment my latest, a hair poem.

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