Forgot Poem by Stephen Carey

So I'm alive and you're alive,
So some people care about me,
So I live in a nice house
And have plenty of food?
So what? Because now,
It all means nothing.

For the longest time,
I have loved you and
Lived for you, without you,
Never wanting to let go.
Now, I have seen you again,
And now I know that it's over.

Instead of being devastated,
Like I imagined I would be,
I simply feel nothing,
Like my heart and soul
Have been completely dumped,
Just like all your thoughts of me.

I hate myself for ever
Caring so much for someone like you.
You don't know the truth.
Now, my worst fear is a reality.
You have forgotten me and us.
And now, I want to die.