Finding And Losing Friends (Sonnet #2) Poem by Stephen Black

So nervous, with social disorder
I am in despair and I am lonely
Like a life dissolver
I spread my own wings freely

Disrupting my spirit
Not joining me in a group
Without any friends, I live through it
My social life has a knot with a loop

I need to find a friend
Who likes me for who I am
We'll stand up for each other until the end
Every friendship ends with a bam
No more freinds, back to the beginning
On a search for a new one, I was begging and pleading