Feelings You Hold Poem by Quellz Ford

I'm sry if I'm hurtin u I dnt mean to put this lifetime curse on u
All the hatred that u have inside u is building up like a fuse
Then out of nowhere the bomb starts ticking off
All this pain that u had just starts to blow up
Your crying tears bout the past that will never be replaced
Just like bein in a courtroom knowing u won't beat the case
U want to so bad but can't escape
Yet tryin to be so kind n congenial
Thinkin helpin others would work n take this pain away
But ppl u care bout so much are the ones to push u away
Thinking that they dnt even care bout your feelings n that hurts
How would life be when your gone n six ft under the dirt
Goin through bein judged the wrong way or just the struggles
Trying to find that person that really understands where your comin from
But you feel as if u can only trust the ones u luv
But looking at them n gettin played just hurts even more
The ppl u think r there to make u happy are around to give u more pain n suffering
But they also make u stronger