Feeling Poem by charlie bones

feeling lonely and forgotten,
frightened and scared,
Wanting to hide and run,
But no where to go,
People laugh around me,
People love around me,

My heart is broken because of you,
And because you never healed or fixed it,
It's created a huge hole,
Leaving me emotional,

Hours and hours i sit around,
Looking at old photos of us,
Us as a family,
A happy family,
That wasn't broken,
And upset all the time,

You life your live down there,
A girlfriend, no money to pay out,
A small caravan on a no fees site,
You don't understand the pain i feel,
the sadness that covers me,
Swollows me whole,
And leaves me in the dark,
With no colour,
No hapiness,
no love or life