Feel This Pain. Poem by Nicole Buckland

Feel this pain
And try stay sain
its real hard work ya know

Its breaking bit by bit
My heart has had it
My life still has far to go

My age is younge but i feel so old
My blood im sure is running cold

My eyes im sure are crying red
Poundind and screaming,
its like hearing the thoughts
of the dead

When will this end?
i do not know
i just want it to leave
disendecrate, just go

My pillow is wet everynight
but im going to stay strong
im going to try keep my life
but im not sure for how long.