Farewell Forever Poem by Rouge Groer

It's been a long time since i haven't write any
In that time I was all along happy
Today I just want to shout what's in my heart,
I know this isn't a diary site
But through a poem I'll flow out all that is inside

I thought it once to be easy
To accept a farewell that is forever
I thought it would be braver to just smile
I thought pain would be for just a while
But I haven't expect, the time I saw him buried was the time I started crying for his leave
I should have cried from the day I knew, I should not have to pretend it was all okey,
I should have known it's fine to be not fine
That it is human for me to cry
Today is the day I am already aware, that someway, somehow, I have been bruised, by his sudden goodbye, by his smile that left us, that laughter we could hear again echoing in my memories but will go on fading day after day. There will be no more hellos because that is a farewell that is forever.