Fall Apart.... Poem by Dead Inside

I'm dead but alive
No one can help me
I'm sick of this pathetic thing called life
It's all based on a horrible big lie

Still here..laying here 
Inside that hellish place
Where death hung upon the air
Oh this is so unfair
My life has become an endless hell of a nightmare

Inside that gloomy place
Where every thing is dark
The sun shall never shine upon my pale sicken face
Can I lose all these tattered scares
How can I get out of this soul killing place

So hard to get rid of these feeling inside my tattered heart
This feeling of depression
It always makes me fall apart