Fading Out Poem by Nicole Callaway

I try to understand but fail miserably
is it a game to you, that you can hurt me?

I've given up on trust because it's never there
I won't even bother to search elsewhere

I've given up hope it will always be this way
it seems I'm alway's down with a lack of air to breathe

To come up to the surface and breathe the air,
would be so nice I have nothing to compare

Maybe one day this dream will come true
but until then I lack the air to breathe and it
only get's harder to break through