Fade Away Poem by Tawfeek AlKurd

i see you everywhere i go
i ask myself is it really you
i don't remember you with an evil smile
i don't remember you as a killer

i don't blame you but i blame myself
i blame the blood sweat tears i wasted
i blame every second wasted
i blame me for thinking you were different
i blame myself for being too happy
i blame myself for not waking up sooner

but i wont lock myself up
i wont think of you ever again
fade away

i will admit that i miss you
i miss your smile
the taste of your lips
the way that i held u keeping u safe
the feeling of your touch on my cheek
but it was all for nothing it was a game
so fade away

i wonder in my sleepless nights
have i done a mistake but i remember
that i have never done you wrong
so fade away

i almost gave up my future for you
so long as i was with you
the world was a great place
my friends hated me
fights with my parents daily
but i didn't care all i cared about was you
but it was all a lie damn i feel dumb
for believing a word outta your mouth
so fade away

its true Seena you have faded away like
you said you would but im not standing over
your grave nor am i crying i have simply walked away
so fade away