Explosion-3 Poem by Scarlet .....

will someone find me
under all the rubble
the rubble of the past
all bottled up
will that someone give me a helping hand
or will they just walk by
like all the others in my life
will they notice me
will they notice the rubble
that I don't not know
they are so blind
for four years they have never notice the bottle filling
so why would they notice when it explodes?
why would they care
they did this to me
or at least helped it along
so why would they can if I survived?
not like I was loved
not like I was even noticed
would they notice
notice if I was gone
notice if i just disappeared?
probably not
if they did
would they care
nope
not at all

so I ask what I have to survive for
what do I have to fight the pain for
the future is the only thing I have to fight for
the chance to prove them wrong
to show them
show them I am somebody
to show them I am so much more than worthless