Expanse Poem by Indira Renganathan

Is this all my life around?
Little at home, little around
Little over hills
Little over vales and falls
Littlealong few shores
Little meeting some and some
Speckled scatterings..not wholesome
Outside life in my heart shrunken
Is this all my life around?

And me not satisfied
Peering thoughts
Circling circling and wafting
Everywhere around up a big zoom
Zooming, zooming expanding
In expanse with the expanse..
A search, an inference, a reasoning
A deduction, a confusion..
And me not satisfied

Where is the knot
I'm tied up with..?
Weak search engine the mind
Unsuccessful, unsatisfied
Answer-less apprehension
'In polite acceptance'tell myself
'Go on slavish..Himself is this Expanse
Wakeful go on, on, on on
He is the knot
I'm tied up with....'