Everyday Poem by Terrin Fuller

everyday i live in hell
everyday i get saved by the bell
everyday i want to run
everyday i want a gun
but not everyday goes that way
i just want to live by the bay
or just live at home
everyday i want to change
but everyday i go the wrong way
everyday i listen
listen to the bullshit people say
everyday i get looked at the wrong way
everyday i wish i could be
the original me would never see
those walls behind the fence
the original me would never be
this far down inside me