Everlast Poem by Sean Hill

i've never been to heaven but i've seen
grey days and skies black as night rain
weeping beautiful tears that dissolved me.
it proved to be too much to bear; as i
layed down upon this cold mayan stone,
my heart-
an obsidian momentary lapse of conscious thought
becoming my load stone all seeing eye-
and i
ripped out and into the universe
free to become the stuff of stars,
once more forever light years
inside a mass of you,
me and everything i've ever loved.