Even Though Poem by Moon Child

i look at you
and even though
you dont see me as clearly as i see you
i know that you love me
i know that you care
i can hear you say it
say you love me
say you'll never leave me
i'm finally not alone..
at least not for now
but when i rember
that will change
you'll still be there
and so will i
but along with that
comes my nightmares
he's following me
he's got my arms
he's gonna hurt me
to late...
that was the past
now i'm messed up for good
he still is near me...
in my dreams
in my blood
in my head
get out
thanks grandfather
you messed up my life
see you in hell