Endless Abyss Poem by Eric Markisen

i finally found a way
to make it all ok
to make it all worth it
to kill the part of me
thats not ok
in pain
and not fit for here
suicides way of telling me im ok
a sign
i read
it wished i was dead
so i bled
till me heart stopped
its ceased to beat
but the strange thing was
i wanted to bleed
i wanted to experience it all
her touch
her kiss
a wonder to the eye
blocked by reality
i cannot have it
her
so died
and the blood continued to pour
into my soul
into my heart
or should i say
black hole