Drunk Again Poem by Sara Panicali

I called last night
Needing the comfort of your voice
I needed to talk with someone
To hear you tell me that you love me
At least one more time
The time I needed you most

I called
For once reaching out for help
And all I received in return
Was hearing you drunk again
Nasty as hell
Yelling at me
For nothing I did wrong
I guess I should be used to that by now
You get like this almost everytime you drink
Telling me to go f*** myself
And to keep sucking some other guys d***
Because I left to stay the night with Cheryl?
She needs my help too
The world doesn't revolve around you
I never cheated
Or did anything wrong
Always have been faithful
I've proven that countless times

I called
To hear the comfort of your voice
As I am laying in my bed
Bawling out my eyes
Thinking how badly
I want to talk
Urning to be in the comfort of your arms
And the thoughts that keep running through my mind
Of wanting
And how to end my life