Drowning In Doubt Poem by Tammi Celina Lyons

What is life if I don't want
To live this life anymore.
The pain of depression is
Coming back,
And I'm thinking suicidal.
I feel like I have no heart,
No beat, no love.
It's a waste of time
Living in this world.
I feel like I'm drowning
In confusion and doubt.
What hearts the most
Is I don't feel emotions
Like I used to.
The sadness developing,
Limiting my confidence,
I have nothing to compare.
My eyes feeling heavy,
I feel like I can dream forever,
To dream another dream,
To remember what I once was.
There's no heaven or hell,
There's only death do us part.