Dreaming Dreams Poem by Norazah Norddin

I am feeling hopeless
Is there any hopes for me?
I have wasted my time
On things I never thought I would waste my precious time for
I have been tricked and fooled
By the modern world
It makes me to procrastinate
To do things I have to
But it's me to be blamed
For letting it to control myself
Even though I have the power to stop it
I have to destroy what destroys me
My future is waiting
Exams, grades I know they're important
But this modern world invades and conquers me
What should I do to overcome this?
So I start to dream that I am already on top of the world
It is almost believable
But the reality is my nightmare
When I open my eyes
My beautiful dreams disappear
When I open my eyes
All I can see is a girl wasting her life again and again
A girl who has big dreams but does not put enough efforts to realize them
I want to dream again
Because only with dreaming
My dreams are coming real
I am dreaming my dreams
And it feels so good.