Dont Want It Like This Wit Us Poem by layla joseph

we have gone through so much
so much hurt so many lies
so much joy and so many good times
that it makes this so much harder

i hate the thought of ending it all
the thought of throwing this all away
but u have left me with no choice
left me with no other way

u decided to to turn to drugs
joined a younger crowd
u refused to grow up
so we quickly grew apart

with nothing for us to say
nothing left that we can do
u went ur way
and i finally went mine

u are the hardest thing to loose
the one thing i thought id never have to miss
but in the end thats how the chips fell
thats how we came to this

we tried again even after she tore us apart
after she destroyed years of friendship
that was one time i thought we would never get past
but u came crawling back and love prevailed

but now im not so sure
we should have ever tried again
cause with that one twist of fate
i lost all my trust and respect for u

so now u went and changed once again
and i cant stand around waiting for history to repeat itself
so this is the end pls don't ask me to stay
cause we ended the day that u lost my trust
and my delusions of u winning it back
are no longer there