Don'T Wanna Think About It Poem by Ashley Genocide

you have everything i need
if perfection was real
you'd be so closer to it
but it's just that...
I don't love you

you know I don't,
and you question what's my problem
and i have always the same answer 'i can't love'

I don't know why(or maybe i actually know)
but i don't wanna think about it
i really don't

you do everything right (or at least that it seems right)
you let me win all the games
you do everything i ask
you travel miles and miles to see me and say hi
you think about me all the time
you tell me i'm your perfect girl
you never felt this way before

but I don't love you
and you know I don't
i can't lie, but i can't tell the truth

you want to understand me, all i say is 'i'm insecure'
you want to help me, all i say is 'i can't be saved'

I don't know why(or maybe i actually know)
but i don't wanna think about it
i really don't

so let's just make all the stuff couples do
and try to be happy this way
i'll try to give the best of me
you always gave the best of you
I love you, but i've got so many ashes inside my heart
i'll need some time so they can become less heavy
and then we can try to be really happy
ang give love a meaning