Divine Discontent Poem by swapna palkar

It was all lies that I said,
It was all my imagination that got laid,
It was all my dreams that took shape,
In form of my empty words and phrase!

But it is true the tears flowed in gratitude,
It is true the silence took hold of me in solitude,
It is true I felt sinking in depths unknown.
It is true that the fear of losing myself griped me when alone!

But I do not know what it was,
Was it really you or my imagination so vast?
Did you descend in me in those moments?
Or was I hoping and longing that took shape every moment!

But those moments of bliss has left me awaiting,
I am drunk with the wine of our merging and melting,
No other joy now touches my soul,
All am left with is to play this worldly role!

A deep frustration has set my life in flames,
Only worthlessness is all my being now claims,
A divine discontent has left me lonely these days,
O lord, please come and take me in your embrace!