Diminishing Poem by Meghan Rhy

time is running away from me.
I look at a clock when i wake up in the morning.
It says 9a.m
I look at the clock again,
It says 9 p.m.
the days feel so short.
I hardly speak more than 10 words in a day.
Not use to that since I use to talk up a storm.
In each day more, and more, layers of my skin is being pealed away!
Revealing what I realy want to say.
But im silent.
My inner streanth tucked in so deep.
Im trying to tugg it out, but its know longer in reach.
Im crying, I wish you could hear me.
You dont! I stop to think if you ever realy cared.
Do you love me like you say?
Why doesnt it feel that way.
Like a flower so alive and happy, strong and beautiful.
With know light, it weaps over with know strength.
Its dying, slowly.
Like that flower we once had a strong beautiful relationship
and I was happy!
Now im dying slowly, weaping over..Im out of energy
like that flower i am dead.
My skin still pealing off day by day! !
Im left in bones, slowly to be forgotten.
Wrotten into the ground, disinagrating away.
Im so sadd, Where are you?
Your never there anymore.
I miss when we were inseperable
I miss when you missed me like this...
What kills me the most..
is you dont know i feel Diminished! ! ! !