Destiny? Poem by Holly Moon

Are we free to choose?
Or have the paths already been hewn?
Long before we walk them
Destined to be
You and Me

The stage was set
Long before we met
I knew your heart
The first time I heard your voice

I challenged you from that first time
Testing you all the time
Perhaps you knew this
Being wise
You never fell for it, not once.

Stronger then me in more ways then one
Yet more vulernable too
I have to tread carefully
Lest you're testing me too.

The first time we met,
I was surprised it was you.
How perfectly lucky, it was you.

I couldn't have made you if I tried
There must be a God, don't you see,
You're perfect for me.

Or silly me believes I'm lucky
When all it is, is gullibility
Perhaps you see me as I am
Weak and vulnerable
And use me at your will.

Always doubting my luck,
That's me. Is this my destiny?

I reach out to you
But you keep your distance,
With your hard and fast rules
No budging, not an inch
No contact after hours

What am I to do.
Win your heart I can't
It's your my I have to win
Trust is an issue with you.

Give me a chance
To prove I'm worthy
I'm loyal and true.
Patient as well, even if you can't tell.

So here I am not missing you
Hoping one day,
Maybe soon
You'll see me and think, I've been missing something
Someone, ahh it's you.