Desperation 99ghz Poem by Kai Neldner

A tear rolls down my side
But not because I cry
Just because I haven't
Closed my eyes for a while

Look at their smiles
His and hers and his
How can they be allowed to be happy
While I have to feel like this

I just saw you walking by
And still know you're the one
Can not close my eyes right now
because you could be gone

look at their faces
these desperate eyes that I see
How can they possibly be sad
While my pain is the worst there can be

no hi, no goodbye
and again I am to weak
more than sad I turn around
and a tear rolls down my cheek