Michael McParland


Demonic Monster


I guess I'm just a demonic monster that causes pain through emotional scourging and mames.
Like one of my greatest heroes losing it all in the last hours,
his mind brakeing from all the endless emotional hours.
All because I'm locked in a cage of my bipolar insanity and paranoid scrutiny.

All I wanted ever was to love you my precious dove.
Can you ever forgive my soul K. that is so dumb?
I know I am seen as now a demonic monster and you have every right to see it that way and take quick flight.

Perhaps that's all that I am no matter how hard I try or tell myself that I'm a good man.
I only hurt my true love in the end,
so that truly does make me a monster with demonic tendencies unwittingly at my very hands.

I just need you to see and help search my soul,
try to understand the horrible sufferings that have taken their toll.
Will you please help guide me through this treacherous scary life,
help to cleanse this demonic monster that never meant to cause any strife.

Submitted: Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Edited: Tuesday, July 22, 2014

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