Delusion Poem by Alex McCullough

In my mind,
An unsettled thought drifts back and forth,
Foretelling Me,
That it wishes to save me from the danger your spell carries.
It may just be a rumor,
Trying to con me into a mistake,
Can I keep on listening to its stories,
Or should I just let it fade away into ignorance,
It's such a hard choice to make,
I believe in your love always,
But this voice that calls out to me,
Seems to speak something I cannot afford to ignore.
Taking deceit and reality,
Like two colors unknown to the world,
And blending them together,
In the pools of my heart,
So I can't tell which is more valuable
It confuses me so much that my head wants to split.
I just don't know,
Which morning to face,
The one with you waiting for me,
Or the one where everything shall be okay,
They both are something that I want to face in the end,
But since I can't have both,
I pray that my soul heads for the best one in the end.