Decisions Poem by Daniel Bowyer

I don't need this
The suffering
Praying for painless days
Meadows soft kisses
But nothing seems to move

Relationships are hard work
But its a work load I can't manage
You on top of everything
I just can't seem to be
Existing for no one but me

I don't want this
Your love is not enough
Wanting these emotions
But there is nothing inside of me
Nothing ever moves

I don't want you
You don't know my, suffering
Maybe in another life?
Heaven sent happiness
That will lift me off the ground
But nothing ever moves