Death Poem by April Pearl

I feel a strange barrenness in my heart.
I have been fighting with myself calling strong.
I am sometimes tired of the struggle.
Love is strength, loneliness is draught.
Happiness is sucked out of my soul.
I am all dry and empty. Take my youth, my life.
Life's given to undeserved, the deserved you take away.
I am drowning.I have drowned.
Its just a life..I lack interest in it.
I am not scared.I am ready for you.
Come take me.You need me too.
Just pull my soul like you did earlier.
You are an expert.Just pull it so hard that I never see myself again.
Dont show mercy, you have never cared for anyones prayers.
You couldnt give me the least I asked you.
Bestow me with this atleast.
Give me death.