Dear Old Friend Poem by Lady N

Dear Blade,

It's been a while since I've seen you, been a while since you've been used,
Guess life has gotten simpler, and I'm no longer confused,
Guess times have gotten easier, and finally I eased the pain,
Guess, I'm a different person now, and I've finally accepted change,
I miss you a lot old friend, you're the only one who understood,
And you knew just how to ease my pain, the way a best friend should,
Never knew just what to say, but then again I didn't need you to,
Because whenever I got sad, old friend you knew just what to do,
One time across the wrist,2 times,3 times, and then 4,
You bathed inside my thicken blood, while I insisted on more,
Fresh cuts do not exist, and the old ones are nearly dead,
Oh how I miss you my dear old friend, and the friendship that we had,
And life is getting harder, and I miss you more each day,
I miss the way you healed my pain, in that lovely Emo way,
I know you'll always be there for me, as will I for you,
And if I ever need you, my dear old friend, you'll know exactly just what to do,