Dear Miss Beautiful Poem by Anwar Patcheko

Dear Miss Beautiful,

Am not sure where you are, but am sure that you are reading this.
a sad letter from a lonely heart, in a chest caged with tough ribs.
and if this will disappoint u, those weren't my intentions so forgive me please.
am just a lost cause, in search for its inner peace.

Av told u already that your beautiful, years n years long time ago.
and that am ignorant, i don't know how to let someone go.
i never thought differently about you, til' now i still think so.
and u never thought differently about me, til' now a friend and nothing more.

Am losing this war, am out of strategies av got no plan.
i feel sorry for my heart, am not your type and nothing can be done.
i feel sorry for my body, for i know it wont be the one.
& lastly i feel sorry for myself, for i know I'll never be your man.

It hurts, am wounded n am bleeding inside.
but facts r facts n its a fact that you'll never be by my side.
not as my babe, darling, sweetheart, love or bride.
but am glad av got nothing to regret for at least av tried.

with love, Anwar.