Dear God...... Poem by Tim Rawson

I'm so frustrated with things in my life
My stomach does nothing but churn
Looking back at my past
Too many bridges I did burn

For too long now I have lived my life
For everyone else but me
My future is not too bright right now
The dark clouds make it hard to see

I need a brighter day so bad
To even help me think
I'm having a hard time with my eyes
The tears make it so hard to even wink

I dont cry anymore when I'm alone
No longer do I cry in bed
These tears that pour down my cheeks
Are making my eyes see red

I need to feel complete somehow
I've got to make it work
I can't go on living like this
I'm sick of looking into the murk

Please God hear this cry for help
I can not go on alone
Give me a sign or hear me speak
If not please take me home