Days That'Ve Past By Poem by Andrus Cassian

It's just...what else could possibly go wrong
Cold afternoon on a warm day
or is it just in my head
I'm just staring up at the sky
I'm just staring at the sky, wondering
why it has to be...
I guess I'm still in denial of every little thing
Why it has to be me
falling through the ashes of the days
days that have past by
I've been losing pieces of myself
ever since Friday of March
No, wait my mistake
February 26th,2010
All I know to be true
is buried in the bottom of an empty bottle
has fallen apart in my arms
Somehow I found myself
tangled in far from mild mannered drama
Monday, no wait
my mistake Saturday
came to discover one of my dear friends
almost became a friend of Death
Sunday
I had to endure a tragedy
a personal tragedy that my dear grandfather passed away
and a person I was completely obsessed with
spent five months with, called her my everything
got tired of me and fed me to sharks
laughed viciously as she threw me in quicksand to die
Instead of a relationship I thought we both enjoyed
it was really just 5 months of her biding her time
just to find a way to toss me aside
and fill me in on every dastardly deed
her and her new lover could torment me with
It doesn't stop there...
she chose the date
she chose to choose the date
to begin it all on the date
we actually first came to be...
or really was it the date
we claimed to be...in love
So...
now...
everything...
close to me...
close to me...
everything...
now...
so...
I don't know...
I'm screaming but the sand is filling my lungs
while the sharks rip me apart