Daydreams Of Obsession Poem by chance .........

The doctors say
that im ok

but in truth
i know that
iv given them false proof

i daydream
this is normal

i daydream
about suicide
this is not

what it would
be like
if i realy could

if i did it
this way
what would people think
what would they say

no
must be another way

on and on
everyday

to the point that
i crave my own blood

almost in a trance

as i realize
that im actualy
about to do it

when realy
i dont even want to

why do i have this razor in my hand?

am i obsessed with death? ? ? ?

Maybe