Suicidal Happiness

(The graves in my mind)

Darkness and She


Depression, darkness, beautiful friend of mine
You and I froze, never changing, just growing older with time
Love is mine and yet it is yours
Never regrated you ever before
You suffocate me, killing me my friend
You never allow me to breathe but I don’t wish for it to end
Massacre of my nerves gone so I can be numb
Migraines and scientific mental problems that make me dumb
My heart is broke but I have some glue
Try to fix me with duct tape but you don’t have a clue
There is no pain, there is no happy and there is no pure to feel
People say the world is getting better but I refuse to believe that’s real
I’m getting better in my eyes and worse in everyone else everyday
She said from my eyes, my light did die and I slowly slipped away
She is who replaced my darkness, the one that made me feel that it’s ok not to live
She was my happy, my depression, my tears my smile, I never had to be positive
With broken wings she fell from grace
Though she may not believe me she can’t be replaced
Far apart yet so close together
We will fall apart forever
Darkness my friend you’ve always been there
You may hate me but I don’t care
You are the happiness people see as hate
You are the noose around my neck as it always to late

Submitted: Thursday, July 18, 2013
Edited: Friday, July 19, 2013

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