Daddy Nobody Poem by Candy Simpson

How can I stop the tears from falling when the one who’s supposed to love you forever is the one making you cry?
How could you walk out on your first child and not think about my feelings?
How could you bring another child on this earth to raise and not me?
Why couldn’t you just be there for me?

How could you do this to me Daddy?
How could you hurt me so?

How can I give you back the title of Farther when you were never there?
You left me when I was only 2 years old
How could you do that to me and have no guilt?
You only care about yourself
Where do I come in the picture why did he get to take my place?
How come he gets the life I’m supposed to be living?

How could you do this to me Daddy, your first born?
How could you hurt me Daddy?

I hate you so much I wish you were never a part of my life
I know this is a terrible way to feel towards the man that brought me in to this world
But you’re not a man; you’re just a sperm donor to me
How else am I suppose to feel you never did anything but give me a bunch of heartless lies?
I tried to understand you, I really did, but I don’t
The pain that I feel was getting to hard to hide
All I ever did was argue and cry, I’m sick of it!
Thank you for walking out of my life and never coming back

How could you? I’ll never forgive you
I don’t understand because you have no truth
There is no humane reason for your life

How could you miss my life 11 years?
Those 11 years you will never ever get back there gone forever
You want me to tell you I love you and give you a kiss like when I was 2
Well no, I don’t love you you’re never going to be in my heart
I wish I was a mistake then you would have a better excuse as to why you’re never here
All you cared about was yourself
Feeding your addiction, looking out for you
Why did you help bring me into this world?
Just so that you could walk out on me
This hurts, why me I ask?
How could you do this to me?

Why me Daddy?
How could you do this to me?
I don’t want you in my life?
I don’t need you it’s too late
I hate you
You’re just a lousy bum
A worthless sperm donor
You’re not in my heart and never will be
So don’t insult me but claiming you’re my Dad
You’re not on my family tree
That’s just us Zoe, Aaron, Gavin, Nana, Mum and Me