Courting Is The Question? Poem by john raymond

I am drown to Susan by God
I text her talk have lunch with her
I pray for her and about her
Always keeping my focus on God
So i do not lust or have an idol
we were friend that's all
But i had to question is there more
I would pray for her to learn the bible
I liked she treaded me like normal man
Do you know I would pay for that!
Then I get note from God?
Saying she is ministry nothing more
I felt guilty like i was disobeying
Disbelief in God would do this yet again!
He knows my heart would seek love
The voice said forget the note!
So i forgot note like God forgets sin
I had a week of overflow with Susan
enjoying the time together thanking God
God was Finally answering my prayer?
All it takes is one church service
thinking all you need to do
Is ask God for your hearts desire?
the voice told me to ask for courtship
so it took me a week to say words
That Susan would reject me
As lied about how much i care
Am I a fool who dose not know God
God please tell me how to trust in you
I don't know i still want to bless Susan
As a servant i will believe in faith
God's will is being done in this action