Confliction (Du Hast Mich) Poem by archangel lucifer

i've lost and i've gained
yet i could not ask her to stay
the deeply felt emotions that have been restrained
for years i've longed for you
i remember those nights
you've cried in my arms
you've laughed at my jokes
and yet
i've kept my feelings hidden
like a caged bird unable to sing
and yet in my bleak, dark, and seemingly unending storm
there is still a slight glimmer of hope
and in this small window of opportunity
i hope i can reach it in time