Closure Poem by Christina Phan

Before I close the door
I need a
Closure
From you
I been lying to myself
I been lying to you
What is wrong with me
To be honest with you
The reason I am feeling like this is because what you done and how you didn't treat me with respect
You such control freak and making things way you want
When I say something, you don't even understand
You taken this the wrong way
I don't want this anymore or you
I just don't want to be around you anymore
You are sweet and then you are sour
You saying all this lies to me and I can see right through you
I'm going leave this alone
It's better to say nothing and stop contact you
I am moving on and cutting you out of my life is for the best
I finally understand and get it
I'm taking out all joy out of me and thinking about this over and over
There is other good things along the way
I'm not good with goodbyes
I just couldn't tell you what is on my mind
I am going to tear
I just couldn't do it
It make it harder on me to face you and tell you
Closure