Cant Talk Poem by Mariposa Mariposa

Hate this
Cant talk
Say it to me again
One more time
Will get accustom
So I wont feel like this anymore
............................................
Life line
FLAT..........................................
That is how I feel
When you say
Cant talk
Not sure if you know this
But my heart does not work
With a stop clock
Ok stop feeling
Ok feel now
Ok stop beating
Ok beat now
Humans are not Robots
One day or the next
Cant ask for never ending hugs
Wont get never ending kisses
Nor never ending touches
No matter how intensely deep
The want is
No matter how passionately or
How fiercely this feeling spirals
Out of control
Going no where fast
Must I live with these dangerously....
30 second kisses
20 second touches
10 second hugs
5 second eye contact
2 second love talk
1 second goodbyes
0 second with all of you
Please tell me
Must I
Oh I know
Cant talk