But You Wish Of Me To Stay? ? Poem by Darlene Belcher

To seek the truth within the darkness,
it seeks a fate worse then death.

The solemn reason we live,
we cannot come to strive.

It hurts to think we once lived happy with no second thoughts,
now to be crushed by what others come to think is how we should be.

I cry to hear of a sad song that reminds me so much of me.
and it hurts to think, what will become of me.

Even if i choose a solid thought,
the others find it and destroy me.

They stop at nothing to ruin me.

But yet they wish me to stay....

For so many years i have heard the same thing,
' If you dont like it here, just leave'

Well now i took that step and Now they fear what will become of me.

So i'm just suppose to sit back and laugh,
and agree it was all just to bribe me?

So what will happen if i want to try it my way.
and take that door you've spoken so fondly of today...

I know in all,
you will attempt to stop me...

But what if i dont return...
and i truely become happy?

Would you care?
Would you listen then?

Of course not,
because your stuck in your own little world.

And dont care what i've Ever thought.
And will probably never believe in me.

I can't wait till im out of here.
Away from all your lies.

You know what the truth is,
When you look into my eyes?

I'm disgusted with your pitiful 'help me' Disguise.

So,
Because of this you wish me therapy....
and use my thoughts against me.

What ever happy to 'We're a loving family'?

Everything you do, is set out to destroy me,
i find it completely funny...

And yet you wish me to stay? ?