Blood And Darkness (Part 1 Of 4) Poem by Cynthia Gomez

You cut my heart with a rasor.
And watched me bleed.
Enjoying me go through pain and agony.
Oh you love it when you win.

You dragged me into the darkness.
Where i see no light
Only feel pain and my falling tears.
Only hear screaming then to find out its mine.

It was a curse i put on myself,
To love you and feel your warmth,
To feel your strong hands.
To see your beautiful eyes.

I was stupid to ignore,
The simplest changes.
The way you looked at girls,
The way you used to look at me.

You hurt me over and over
again and again, but i cant turn away.
Im addicted to you,
With everything you do.

You brought me pain and darkness,
As well as love and light,
Now its only darkness and misery.
As im chained to how you treat me.