Blind Poem by ally lira

i look around me but nothing looks clear
all i see, is hurt and rejection
everytime i look in the mirror
i thought u were my 1 true love
and now im sitten here cryin over u
i cant see wat i did2 make u do this.
i cant see why youd do this to me
maybe im jus a blind fool
i believed ud come
but u never showed
i cant c wat to do
i cant c, im blind.
the tears r coming in more than jus truck loads
i thought u were my 1 and only
because i was so blind
i let myself feed off u
and now im left lonely
cold and blind.
i need u more than u know
i need u to need me
like the air u breathe
i want to be ur extacythe light at the end of the tunnel
bcause unlike u
im blind
be my first aid kit
when im your first choice
the slices others made
the holes and burns and cuts heal
the memories that haunt me fade away
everything that was once important means nothing
but i guess i was blind
ur the only one that can make me smile
when tears r flowing from my eyes
i thought u were the guy
thatd make me smile no matter what mood id b in
u were the one guy that could make my day
u were the 1 i hated to go a day without talking to
u were supposed to b the keeper to my heart
but im blind, i cannot c.
i failed to c how u truely felt, wat u truely needed
i never got to be the 1 that deserved ur presence
for the rest of your days
i look in the mirror and take off the film
thats been blinding my sight
everything turns crystal clear
uve been my best friend, your my everything and more
u always hav been and always will b
i look down at wats in my hands and c
it wasnt my love for u that was making me blind,
it was fear, the fear of losing my one true love, u.

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dedicated to:
Rob Murtin