Blackout Poem by Priscilla Colon

Standing there in front of a crowd
She felt transparent as ever
Looking around she notice something’s
missing.
Wait something’s not right
I’m here but I’m not really here
I don’t feel in control
Someone has me on autopilot
Wait something’s wrong
I blacked out again didn't I?
Damn it why does this keep happening!
Someone help me I do not know
What to do anymore
Is this really me or someone else?
Wait, well I can't anymore
I’m not giving up but I don't know what
to do anymore.
These mood swings are driving me crazy
Wait am I crazy? Do people think I am?
No no I’m not crazy just something is
wrong.
But it’s not me I’m trapped
I feel trapped who is this taking over me?
Someone please help me please help me.........