Connor Whyte

Rookie - 6 Points (March,30th,1993 / Montana)

Birthday I Wish Would Never Come


As the day goes by I get older and my mind grows heavy, Tomorrow I wish would never come as A year goes by I grow older and I become colder.
My eyes have seen so much and more things I see as days go by I become older, I hate birthdays because no one shows anymore and no one wishes me well, Why care when no one cares anymore I have lost friends and days get longer.
I wish my birthday would never come because I only get more depressed, And life just seem to press me, All I want is to be known again, I feel no comfort and I feel more death,40,000 people die every day how come I am not one of them, If I could take this burden away I would because I can't confess to my happiness, I feel so numb and life becomes a mess.
Go away and feel death that I feel, Maybe if people would feel the way I do I would not feel alone, Nothing seems to level out only starts to slope and go down hill, Take one more pill to feel at ease living this life I live is just an excuse, I stand in the door way and people pass as I am invisible.
Cut this life I live and never cross it again, One thing I will wish for my birthday tomorrow is that I will not exist and thats A promise, Leave me alone like everyone else has, Don't say A word and leave me at rest, Vision gets blurry and nothing comes in focus, I cuss to express this death that I feel.

Go and never come back I just don't want to be left, Ashes to ashes and dust to dust I blow in the wind and go farther away until my body is at peace with its self.

Submitted: Thursday, March 29, 2012
Edited: Thursday, March 29, 2012

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Comments about this poem (Birthday I Wish Would Never Come by Connor Whyte )

  • Rookie Mandi June (1/1/2013 7:51:00 PM)

    Beautiful, emotion provoking, powerful! You have an amazing gift, my friend... (Report) Reply

  • Rookie Samantha Rak (6/22/2012 10:04:00 PM)

    I absolutely love the last stanza Go and never come back I just don't want to be left, Ashes to ashes and dust to dust I blow in the wind and go farther away until my body is at peace with its self, absolutely hauntingly beautiful, Connor (Report) Reply

  • Rookie - 3 Points Jessie Jett (3/30/2012 2:06:00 AM)

    Do not fear, for no end is near.
    For you, blossoming blues.
    A well branched tree
    To shade, and protect your tears.
    Not only knowing, You.
    But to know;
    A person,
    With such soul.
    Fight out all this hatred,
    Letting it all go.
    A life to be burdened.
    All these things you hurt in.
    For speak not of death,
    Let your words speak,
    You rest.
    For the Forever Sky
    Waits for you;
    But only when it's finally time. (Report) Reply

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