Bigger Than Me Poem by The runner who hides

bigger than me
Your bigger than me
you get in my way
you bring tears to my eyes
and a gun to my head
I created you
with the help of all the people who have hurt me
your the brick wall that seperates me from people
The brick wall that rips apart my insides
you destroy my relationships
you keep me from getting to close to people
If they Dissapoint me
it won't matter
If they leave i don't seem to care
But inside
i care
All i do is care
but i can't shoe it
Because of you
and the bricks
that seperate me from them