Between The Scarce And My Ends Poem by Adelusi Nicholas

I want to live a new life
But I don't have a clue
I want somebody to love
But love itself is complicated
New love is beautiful
But time makes it ugly
I want to be responsible
But responsibilities get too much
I wanna be famous
But my private life is at stake
I try to run away from trouble
But trouble makers won't stop production
They try to get me scared
But I am incredibly fearless
I believe in God
But the devil is tempting
I wanna live forever
But the world is going to an end
I know what I want
But I don't know what I need
Got true friends indeed
But too poor to meet their needs
My heartbeats fast and loud
But it makes no sound
They say truth is bitter
I wander to make it sweet
Yes! Dreams come true
But too lazy to get out of bed
They say I am enigmatic
But I say I am awesome
These are between man's scarce and ends