Believeing In A Lie Poem by Dorian Melody

I try and i try
every time believing in a lie
first time you called it off
didnt want to cause me pain
said sorry and came back anyway
try and try someo more i sent you out the door
second time my bad
i didnt like to see you sad
ill face a smile just to make you think im okay
but every time i see you with my best friend i have to turn away
i just want you to be happy
just want to not cry myself to bed tonight
dont know if i could take you back even it the chance arives
my heart says yes
my head says no
i dont know where to go
dont know if i can do this again not know when it will end
for i love you, im in love with you
and im forever yours