Behind The Wall Poem by Shadow Girl

I waited and you never came
and i wondered would things be the same?

and i cursed myself for the things i said
i let you deep inside my head

and i shared with you parts of my soul
that i'd hid deep; a bottomless hole

parts of me i thought had gone
came back to me; but it was wrong

i built that wall to keep them in
and now've commited a mortal sin

I gave to you too much of me
and i was blind and did not see

but now i see i was a fool
i broke my one and only rule

and it was not your fault it was all me
had feelings never meant to be

but i've learned my lesson once and all
and never again will i let myself fall

i never should have let you through
but in return my wall i'll renew.

Stronger than it was before
and this time i'll barracade the door.

I'll make myself a skeleton key
only to be used by me

Now only the shadow you will see
the only part alive in me.